15.09.11

Such a coincidence, that feelings came back to me again. Its says "I want to be a guy again". I've been thinking about it whenever i talk to my frens. Sad atmosphere for me. I wish i have a friend that i can talk about my feelings , but i don't. All i have is making fun friends , non of them are serious. My heart keeps on crying, it hurts whenever i think about it .I couldn't stop my tears , they kept on falling out from my eyes. It keep on repeating " I give up, theres no hope for me in the future. ".

-I want to disappear  from this world.